Why am I so awake. Brain shut up now but so many things happening and I need my keys and fuck
I’m Everyone’s second or last choice….sometimes not even a choice at all. I put a smile on my face anyway and pretend that it’s whatever, but honestly I DO care…..because it hurts EVERY freaking time.
Reblogging the Bucket List
- Go to Gay Pride
- Have a Movie Day
- Have a Disney Day
- Have a Shopping Day with Friends
- Pampering Day
- Eat Thai Food
- Learn to Waltz
- Learn How to Play Poker
- Kiss the Blarney Stone
- Go to the Zoo in Winter
- Learn How to Abseil/Rock Climb
- Get Drunk in College Lectures
Kiss a Girl- Make a Shell Necklace
Play Trust- Pour a Drink Over Someone
- Visit Every Continent
- Visit Belfast
- See the Troubles Murals in Derry
- Do a Skydive
- Do a Bungee Jump
- Get a Full Drivers License
- Go Streaking
- Go Jet Skiing
- Go on Holiday to a Cold Place
- Go Skiing and Snowboarding
- Give a Homeless Person a Lunch
- Learn First Aid
- Go to the Ring of Kerry
- Spend a Day Making a Little Something
- Spend a Night in a Gaeltacht Area
- Make Your Own Comic Strip
- Spend the Day Tied to Someone
- Get Pierced with Someone
- Get a Tattoo
- Make up a Dance
- Be in a Band
- Write a Song
Be Serenaded- Receive a Top to Toe List
- Make Friendship Bracelets
- Ride a Motorbike
Make a Top to Toe List for Someone Else- Dance Outside in the Dark with No Music
- Be Vegetarian for a Week
- Sleep Under the Stars
- Go on a Road Trip
- Be on a Ferry
- Be Kissed under Mistletoe
- Go on a Ferris Wheel
- Donate Blood
- Go Paintballing
- Go Handgliding
- Visit the Sistine Chapel
- Paint a Picture and Give it to Someone
- Swim in the Ocean at Night
- Go Skinny Dipping
- Drink Poitín
- Send a Message in a Bottle
- Have a Penpal
- Jump Fully Clothed into Water
- Visit Rome, Asissi and Venice
- Visit the Preserved Village in Pompeii
- Drink Coconut Milk from a Coconut
- Go to a Protest
- Go Snorkling
- Watch a Meteor Shower
- Visit the Great Wall of China
- Wear Guy’s Underwear
- Swap Underwear with Somebody
- Make a Kite and Fly It
- Learn Sign Language
Slow Dance- Go to a Gay Bar
- Take Part in a Yu-Gi-Oh! Tournament
- Go Zorbing
- Visit Croke Park
- Learn to Juggle
- Fly in a Helicopter
- Have my Portrait Drawn/Painted
- Graduate from College
- Write a Love Letter
Receive a Love Letter- Give Somebody an Anonymous Valentine’s Day Card
- Attend a Lecture You’re Not Meant to Be In
- Watch All the Films on the Polka List http://www.redbrick.dcu.ie/~cindella/ThePolkaList
Sit Outside at a Height of Three Stories or Over
“You have "receive a love letter" on your bucket list. Since I'll never get to do that, here is your little love note; You are one of the prettiest and sweetest girls I've met. You are motivated and like to do get things done. I like this about you. I don't know you as well as I would like, but I like what I do know. You should laugh more, its adorable. You are a good, beautiful person and I like you and respect you a lot. The end. x”
I just sat and stared at this for so long. This is just so nice, but that’s not how I see myself at all :)
I usually just say “you’re wrong” to this sort of thing.
But thank you, it’s been crossed off my bucket list.
Now… WHO ARE YOU? Please? :3
“Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the “normal people” as they go about their automatic existences. For every time you say club passwords like “Have a nice day” and “Weather’s awful today, eh?”, you yearn inside to say forbidden things like “Tell me something that makes you cry” or “What do you think deja vu is for?”. Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator. But what if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others…”
—Timothy Leary (via revolutioneyes)(Source: pass-the-acid, via primordia)
